Not every day has to be successfull

The title says it all.

I waked up feeling nervous but excited at the same time. I had to go to the doctor (oftalmologist) because there has been months and I still have a chalazion in one of my eyelids. I went to one doctor two months ago, she gave a treatment I had to follow for two weeks and yes, it improved my condition but it's not gone at all. (Actually there's a stye in the same eye. It appeared this week and that made me think that I really need help.) Anyway, it was about 5:30AM when I opened my eyes. I took my grandma there (at 6:00AM), that way I could have the oportunity to see the specialist because in that place tends to go a loooot of people and if you arrive a bit late you'll loose the oportunity. I came home, made breakfast, went to the bathroom (I had a random stomachache) and I headed to the clinic. We waited for another hour and at 9:00AM they told us the doctor wouldn't go... YES. THAT WAS ALL. AFTER THREE HOURS OF WAITING. We came home again, my grandma ate something (she didn't want me to bring her something before, sigh) and when she finished I took her to her house.

I was kinda torn between waiting till 1:30PM (doing nothing) or sleeping... But at the end I just waited and then headed to the mall where I see my psycholigist. We talked about what I found on my old blog, what I see in myself and what I want to be (feminine and stuff). I didn't really liked today's appointment, not at 100%, but it's always nice having this time to talk to her. When it was over I came home again. The only thing I can say is that I was sooooo sleepy for God's sake!! I almost fell asleep driving home... I know I shouldn't sleep so late, specially when I have to make so errands so early in the morning but I missed one of my friends so bad and he always comes late-late-late in the night. I think we are gonna talk today too so I think it's time for me to go to bed... It's comfy talking to them while I'm in bed. Anyway, I'm saying nonsense.

Tomorrow I have to talk to my teachers and I'm REALLY nervous. But isn't that the same as always??

I'll try to write longer entries but it's a nice start I guess.

I know I'm the only one reading this thing but: goodnight and have sweet dreams!! (I don't know, maybe I'll be the one reading this in the future.)